Sunday, January 22, 2012

Disappointment

You fight with weapons in the form of words.
Turning them to poison slowly absorbing through her veins.
Proving her wrong for believing in endless possibilities.
She counted on you.
Now she counts the fresh wounds of your words against her past scars.
Slap her down just to pick her up.
She hides her tears with and empty smile.
Sleepless nights filled with thoughts of what she could have done differently.

Thursday, January 19, 2012

She's not here

The person you seek no longer exists.
Why are you shocked you never really wanted her anyway.
You are as guilty as all the rest trying to make her into what she never was.
Don't throw the guilt trips and play the sweet game.
It only adds to the painful resolve.

Why keep knocking, when there will be no answer.
The smile from the understanding friend has long vanished.
Today you need to feel wanted.
You can't get that from the one you desire you go looking for a stand in.
Waive your magic wand oh great magician and turn her into what you desire.

When the smoke clears and the dusts settles you know it was all just an illusion.
Go ahead bang on the door.
Hell, Kick.....Scream
Realize what you lost????
It won't change the fact that SHE'S NOT HERE!