Sunday, May 04, 2014

Still Looking Up

When the walls start closing in all her demons come out to play. Her mind becomes it's own worst enemy. Her thoughts all-consuming, fill her soul with agony.

Acknowledgment of her past repeating the present. She learns yet again forever does not exist.
Why couldn't he see she would've given everything?

Even after she realized everything she was protecting him from in his past he was putting her through in his present.  She never gave up. She needed nothing more than him.

Broken down. Ripped apart. There was little left to her heart. How he played into her own insecurities, days turned to weeks with no response. A piece of discarded trash. He showed her how easily it was for him to walk away. His sweet words that fed her hope once again destroyed by his actions.

When skies got rough she thought back to nights spent laughing and looking into his eyes. Promises were sung of never giving up. To her it was always the kind of love that can burn down the world or raise it up in glory. She fought for glory. Would he ever understand?

"I didn't know. I didn't know that you needed me." Her voice shook and she replied, "I always need you!"



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